0-.05 good pace not to fast not to slow, felt really good.
.05-1 it was hard. My mind was racing negative thought after negative thought. I was physically feeling ok but I did not want to keep going. I've really struggled the past two weeks. I'm not getting my pace isn't getting better, its not getting easier. I'm really frustrated.
1-1.5 fuck this. I was so mad at myself. I can't believe I was letting the negative win. I want to run, I am choosing to do this. I. Started envisioning my half marathon finish. The shirt I was going to wear, how I would feel crossing the finish line. I started crying as I ran, so I ran harder. It felt good.
1.5-2 I was done. Everything hurt at this point. My shins, ankles, legs, lungs. Now it was mind over body. Britney's Stronger pushed me through. I finished with a smile on my face.
I'm not sure why today's run was so hard. It was good though. My pace swamy great. I've decided to stop worrying about it. It's my pace And as long as I'm pushing myself I'm happy.
Anyways here's today's results.
Distance 2.00 miles